Training Day Two: Tuesday, 16 June. 8:00-10:00.
I start the morning with a check-in/ pep talk from Ryan: The body, the mind, and the ExoSym are like three different sheets of music. They’re all doing different things and they need to come together as one. It’s a big ask for me to use muscles I’ve never used before.
While I wait for Jared, Ryan gives me the assignment of walking up and down the length of the gray walkway with poles, in front of a mirror to watch for hip drop. I’m looking forward to continuing to work on my squish and load the devices properly. I hope I get to use the pole-and corset combo again. But it turns out that I’m in for completely different stuff today.
Jared arrives and tells me to continue walking: 10 up-and-backs. Before I finish, he stops me and asks me to walk backward. I knew I’d be asked to do many things I am not comfortable with. That’s the point. I told myself before I came that I would attempt everything without making a big deal out of it. Walking backward first thing on day two is a big ask. I can’t help but remind Jared that I usually have a hand holding on to something at all times. That it feels very likely that I’ll fall over backward in these things. I’ve already had a few suddenly-off-balance, full-body clenches. Not to back out or protest, exactly. Just to let him know that this isn’t going to go smoothly.
My legs aren’t strong enough to step backward without my upper body leaning forward to try to help. “Try not to hinge at the waist,” Jared says. Yeah, no kidding. I put enormous pressure on my hands/wrists/arms leaning so much on the poles. Plus, these things are heavy. Jared tells me to put my hips forward. When I lean my upper body forward, I am not “loading” the devices anymore; my weight comes away from the knee cuffs instead of going into them. I need to do so much work on my core.
I have over two minutes on the vibration plate today. I feel it in my teeth. It’s so weird and exhausting. But nice? When I step off, my lower legs feel completely heated up. The synthetic sleeves under the braces are so hot.
Next, it’s time for balance work. I stand between two vertical metal bars (like for lifting a barbell while standing). Put my feet together and apart. Try to take my hands off the bars. Step up onto a small block. Jared brings over a mirror so I can see if I’m keeping my hips level. I am not. My body and brain do not know how to correct this. Now take one hand off the bar, then the other. My toes and calves clench and my knees want to buckle.
The only thing my body really refuses to do is let me raise my arms over my head or out in front of me. I’m not ready to let go of the bars for that long yet. Mental block or physical limitation? Both, I think. Perhaps I could have done it were I not on the block, or if I were between parallel bars instead. Next, we try the balance board, again trying to stand level and take one hand away.
Following that, I do some ab work on the floor. That means that I have to get down onto the floor. Jared uses a bench and shows me a couple different positions. One is spreading legs far apart and bending one knee. That one is definitely out. The other is going into a lunge position and bending the back knee to the floor. I try that one. Before my back knee is down to the floor, the ExoSym on the front leg bites into the back of my calf. Hmm. Once I’m kind of kneeling, I’m kind of stuck. I’m supposed to move one hand from the bench to the floor and lower myself down the rest of the way. I do it, ExoSyms clattering together as I position myself on my bottom somehow.
We try several positions for me to engage my core well. I end up on my back with one leg bent, one straight, a folded yoga mat under the extended foot so it will slide even with my shoe on. I bring the extended leg in and back out, keeping my core engaged, trying to use my hamstring but actually kinda tweaking the front of my hip.
Jared has another patient, so he brings the bench and mat into a side room with parallel bars. He assigns me 9 more sets (eight on the right, twelve on the weaker left). In between each set, I am to stand up (haul myself up using the bench), walk up and down between the bars, and get myself back down onto my back with my foot correctly positioned on the folded mat. Nine times. Sure, no problem. Ryan pops his head in and asks how I’m doing. From the floor, I say I still have seven more. I mean seven more complete sets, but the next time he comes in, I’m up between the bars, and he plucks the mat off the floor and starts sanitizing it. I feel very relieved. My right side is starting to hurt anyway. You can see in the video that Ryan has me progress to only using one hand on the bars. He’s encouraging about my hip drop. Then he tells me he’ll see me tomorrow. I still had four or five more sets to go. Don’t tell Jared.
I am supposed to come back early in the morning to get my knee sections. I am nervous because I know that they will add so much more bulk and weight. But I’m also ready because they keep telling me how much progress I will make with knee sections. They should be ready by 8am. I will wait for a text from Ryan to confirm.
Food, ibuprofen, journal, meditation, sleep. Day two complete.
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